All of the comments in my spam file today are for Wholesale Polo Shirts.  I don’t understand…how will that make my penis larger?

Anyway, the real reason I write today:  I’m actually working on a project for reals, for a real business and stuff.  Ok, so it’s for my brother-in-law, but I figure that since he’s not blood related, it may actually work out.

Click it.

I didn’t design the logo, I just spiffed it a bit to make it match the rest of the site – which I mostly did.  Yes, I swiped some CSS this time around, mostly because it’s been so long since I’ve actually built a real page from scratch that I think I’ve forgotten more than I’ve learned.

I feel like a real shit over this, actually.  I’m taking way longer to do it than I really need, for no particular reason.  It is taking me days to get to something that really will only take me maybe an hour to do – and it’s not as if I don’t have plenty of time right now.

I’ve got things.  Things I could do.  Rather than playing games or sitting here thinking about the things I could be doing.  There’s my daughter’s fledgling food blog, my chicken blog, my yard can be worked on, my SL shop can be worked on…but no.  Mostly I sit here playing games.  Maybe I can sue Big Fish for not having a warning on their site?

I’m having trouble applying for jobs. I’ve gotten into a, “They won’t hire me anyway, so why bother?” state of mind.  I really have to force myself.  Which is stupid – unemployment doesn’t last forever, and I’d really like to steer clear of that Socialist recruitment tool, welfare*.

So, maybe today I’ll spend a couple hours filling out the “Supplemental Questionaire”, in order to not be hired at yet another job.  Wish me luck!

*Please note the sarcasm: I’ve been informed by a woman on welfare that she’s only on welfare because the system makes them reliant on it, completely disregarding the multiple personal decisions she has made that have served only to that same end.